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One year ago...

One year ago...
I was still having late nights, aspiring to be a good student, trying to make my parents proud with a Master's degree.

I was still being young & foolish. I played around & only got serious when needed.

I was still"green" & allowed people to walk over me. I took the fall even when it was someone else's fault & I was just a bystander. I allowed other "more intellectual people" belittle me & I just held it in.

I still put others' feelings before mine & I swallowed my words even when I felt wronged.

I was in major depression...And I broke down.


One year ago...

I had my first mental block. My first mental breakdown...And I cried in front of other people, with whom I have no good relationship with.

I had my first meeting with a psychologist & psychiatrist. 

I was introduced to test & diagnosis. And although I have known for years, it still stunned me that I had severe clinical depression.

I had to sit through hours or wee…